I Hope

I am unable to describe the freedom I feel today. It is wonderful to know that I done the right thing and got "in trouble" for it. It is amazing that right things are seen as wrong in the world I live in. I guess I have been sheltered in life by the grace of Jesus. He has never allowed me to be exposed to such worldly PC in all of my life. I walked away from all of it today. I hope to never again be involved in such a crazy scenerio. I done my best to do my job and it wasn't what was expected. Oh well. I will move on.

My life is full of such great things. I will not let anyone suck out my joy. I may have a bad day now and then, but the joy is still there. I try not to let it be based on circumstances. This situation will not rob me of hope or anything else. I just hope that everything else that happens with this whole situation is a gonna blow over.

Bomber' ain't give me a bit of hope either. Where is all the results of all of the promises? Trillions of dollars are being spent. This country doesn't have the money. 'Member we are in a 'near depression'. He likes to say we are running out of money so he prints money that will become worthless. No hope from HIM yet.

Home

I have decided for better or for worse that downriver will be my home for at least a few years.(sorry Hillary R.) I guess I have to buy a house. This might could happen very soon if all falls into place. I do believe that I would be able to manage this idea. Many things look as if they are working out for me now, so I guess the next logical step is to buy a house. I cannot deal with my mother. I hear tales of bugs, mouses and the like all of the time. I'd rather not have to hear such things. I must go. I hope that I get a loan for this house wherever it might be.

Yeah, the book that I wadn't supposed to read yet......, I read it already. I cannot open a book that is at all interesting and not finish it. Sorry pals. I'll reread it as I go, but I done finished it. I've learned that I am a dirty/rich ass and I don't care about people if I bought the book. Too bad, my mom bought it and I'm using it for FREE! LOL!

Diddle Daddle

Alright.... I don't think I have ever laughed so hard in my entire life. My mom's friend screamed out diddle or some crazy thing like that and I almost fell off of the couch. Oh... too bad that I couldn't catch my breath and nobody heard me anyway since I didn't have a voice. I couldn't speak or laugh at my party. Everyone just laughed at me when I tried. I had so many things to laugh at, but nothing was coming out of my big mouth.

I ain't sure what's a gonna happen with my job situation. CVS wants to hire me for some odd reason. Again, I didn't apply....., so we gonna see how that turns out. I hope they do since I haven't accumulated any hours elsewhere. LOL!

I continue to laugh at how dumb my leaders are in this wonderful country. Hillary said that she 'agrees to disagree' with China over human rights. Yep, she don't give a flyin' F my tax dollars are used to kill Chinese babies before they are borned. Nope, she don't care if they torture Christians for having a thought and Spirit in their bodies. Sounds like she's off her rocker. She's against waterboarding too. LOL!! ROFL, liberals make me laugh/cry at the same time.

Voice for the Voiceless

Many of you would be happy to hear that I no longer have the sore throat from hell. The only problem is that I have no voice. Oh wait... that is probably a good thing for most of you. You don't have to hear me. I go outta my way to say things that I don't really believe from time to time. It makes me laugh for some reason. Ain't sure why, but it's true. I 'member once when I would follow a certain someone around and just annoy the crap outta her until she would finally just tell me to not do stupid stuff. I'd continue anyway.

I started reading a book that most of the people at my church are reading at the same time. The deacon told me to only read a part at a time, but I done read most of it. How do they expect us to read a good book over a period of one month? LOL! It basically says that I am a rich asshole. I don't buy $30 cheese or anything like that, but to sum it up..., I'm a greedy-ass. Oh well.

My book is not happening yet. I am not getting stuff done so fast. I do have ideas for publishers, printing, the forward and the cover art. Now I need the content and a way to record that transfers easy to whichever format I'll end up using.

Accumulate

I thought that I was going to go to WC3 to find out if I teach next semester. I found out that despite having taught there two semesters I ain't accumulated a single hour. What the heck? Unions blow big time. They serve no good purpose. So I gathered in a big room with a bunch of people and found out that I do not have any hours until Fall 09. Then based on whatever I've done there I'll finally have me some hours. SO SO DUMB!

I heard on the news that we gonna get more snow. Yes, it will accumulate and I will have to shovel since people are supposed to come to my unwanted 30th birthday party. My mom decided that she should bother me with this, so this will happen. Arrr.

The saga at my work continues. The chick was in the dreaded office again today. I have no idea what's a goin' on and frankly I would rather not know. I feel as if I did what is best and that is it. Why is so much time allowed to be used up on stuff that should be so simple? Break rules..... hafta go. It ain't like I didn't give her tons of chances to not be rude and outta control. Students continue to approach me and tell me how annoying she is/was. One blirted out that they'd pay for her to go back to where she came from. I just looked at her without a comment.

A Brand New Week Of Crazy Stuff

I know that it ain't Sunday, but it feels like it. I have so much crap to do. There is no end in sight. Lots of tests to correct and tons of work to do. I will not be pushing weights 'round cuz I need time off from that. My sore throat come outta nowhere, so I decided that there's no need to go to the gym this week a feelin' like crap.

Funny stuff abounds at home. My mom continues to claim that there's mouses a runnin' around and leaving 'droppins' around. We were at my aunt's house and she told a story about when she scared a mouse and it fell into her toaster. I guess it fell in and she had no idea. She went to makin' some toast and started to smell something nasty. She shined a light inside and found a tail. She had her husband take apart the toaster and clean each part. That's a tale. My mom said that she would have throwed it away. She is out of control with bugs and now mouses. What?

The clothes closet thing was interesting this week. About 15 people helped out tonight. We need a lot more help for a few weeks. It was so mush clothes. I feel so guilty when I don't go cuz there's so much work to do. There was a terrible rank in the shopping area. Most of the people who came for clothes smelt of butt. I have no idea why they don't clean theirselves.

Nothing Fun

I've been pretty busy and there's one thing that I can say about that. It is not fun. I used to complain about being bored and now it is the opposite. What the heck? This leads to the next problem. I have nothing interesting to write about these days. I never thought that it would happen back in November when I started writing in this thing. Now, I've done wrote all that needs to be said for the time being. I get sick of writing about stuff that bothers me. That would get on everyone's nerves, so I'll stop doing that for a time.