It seems to me that I have way too much time. I worked so much up there in the cold hard town that I became used to it. Now, I ain't got a real job and the days seem long. I can't say that I'm bored. They's too much to do. I remember listening to people who didn't work say, "I'm so busy." It used to kill me. What were they thinking? Now I know that they were busy doing other important things. Stuff needs done no matter if you have a 'job' or not.
The more time I'm away from the cold hard town, I miss it. There are more things about the place that bother me than those that I really like. It ain't like I can change the annoying things. They just are what they are. Knowing every single person who you might pass at the grocery store is annoying to me. I wanna be in a place where I don't know everyone. Knowing some people is good, but not every single one. Putting a diet pop in the buggy and having 3 people mention it the next day is an odd feeling. Why do they care? What do I miss? I miss the people that are so real. You know if someone is a jerk or not there within a few times of chatting it up. There is much less pretending because you can't there. Everything is in the open. People in the cities needs to learn how to do that. Just be real!!
I need more time to find a job before I'm jobless. It certainly ain't fun to be jobless. I mean... I have a lame job, but it is far too lame to make a living. Time slips by so fast and every day an opportunity goes away. I know that if I keep a lookin', I'll find something cool. Who knows what's next?
Time without a shower in your house is very annoying. I 'need' a shower every single day. It makes the whole day work out better for me. I don't feel nasty! Who wants that? Hopefully, time will fix this. I will make more of an effort to post more often. It has been a long time since I last wrote.