I hate that I am not going to be at 'home' for Christmas. Christmas will be on a Sunday this year. Crazy enough it come on the same day the last time I was in Korea. I hated that day. It was one of the worst days in my life. I just sit in my house all day doing nothing. Christmas is almost nothing here in Korea even though there are more people that practices Christianity than anything else. Weird.
I found out today that I will not be able to travel back 'home' for the holiday. I just listened as my co-teacher told me the news. It give me a different feeling on the inside. I dread missing Christmas without certain people. Of course, there will be others here too, but no Christmas party at my house. I do not like that. My house is far too small for a X-mas party. I have 2 chairs and some steps to sit on. They just ain't no room for a party here. There will be no church filled with people singing Christmas songs either. I like Christmas songs. Some are dumb, but I can handle even dumb ones just because it is somehow related to my most favorite day of the year.