Pre-Christmas Blues

I hate that I am not going to be at 'home' for Christmas.  Christmas will be on a Sunday this year.  Crazy enough it come on the same day the last time I was in Korea.  I hated that day.  It was one of the worst days in my life.  I just sit in my house all day doing nothing.  Christmas is almost nothing here in Korea even though there are more people that practices Christianity than anything else.  Weird.

I found out today that I will not be able to travel back 'home' for the holiday.  I just listened as my co-teacher told me the news.  It give me a different feeling on the inside.  I dread missing Christmas without certain people.  Of course, there will be others here too, but no Christmas party at my house.  I do not like that.  My house is far too small for a X-mas party.  I have 2 chairs and some steps to sit on.  They just ain't no room for a party here.  There will be no church filled with people singing Christmas songs either.   I like Christmas songs.  Some are dumb, but I can handle even dumb ones just because it is somehow related to my most favorite day of the year.