So, I've decided that I must do something else with my life. I hate that I have allowed myself to get to this point. I am not able to keep a truckin' down the path that I am on. I have worked at HFCC for 3 years and nothing has come of it. It has allowed me to get the WC3 job, it has give me some experience and stuff. I know that I can do it, but at the same time I don't want to. I am so so so sick of having to spend money to have a stupid job. I done my part. Someone should just give me a job. What the heck? It shouldn't be this hard. I do not blame anyone. In fact, the problem is that I blame myself. What have I done wrong? Most of the people I know who did the exact same things as me got a job and not 5.
So, despite all of my fears I will at least traver down the path to become a murse. I have to figure out how long it will take and most importantly how much it will cost. I owe way too much money. I will not take a single class unless I pay out of pocket...... that's for sure. What is for sure, I will figure it out although I still don't want to do it.
My Spanish teacher asked us to form groups for a presentation after 2 classes. I joined the only group of downriver people. I didn't want to drive far for a group. So, I ended up joining a group with three murses. Sorta strange!! What is crazier is that they know K-dogg. They are mostly ballers. Maybe one day I'm a gonna be a baller.