New Year ???????????s

I keep asking myself what the heck I accomplished this last year. I was not in school for the first time in many decades, so I can't say that. I managed to spend about half of the year with two special someones, but that ended badly/happily. (depending on the perspective) What did I do? A year past, and not much happened. Money came and went. I still have debt up to my ears. I work and toil, but it all remains the same. Will I still be at my mom's house in a year? I hope not. I like it there, but I'd rather not be there. Will there be one good job a waitin' for me this year? Will there be one special person? I have not a clue. Who's gonna die? Who will be born? Will I be here next year? Ahhhhhh...... What is so hard about accomplishing the things that I want to accomplish? Up until I was 25, I managed to do everything I wanted. Now, I'm stuck in a rut without obvious advancement. What am I missing? What am I not doing? Am I being lazy? Lots of questions to ponder on this New Year's Day. Despite all of this, I'm rather happy. If I don't think about those things, most other things seem good. Let's see what this New Year will bring!